I'm X. I'm genderqueer, and a sexual assault survivor. I'm trying to recover. Ex-self harmer Self diagnosed with PTSD, Depression, and anxiety. I've been trying to figure out for a long time if it was okay to self diagnose, and I've come to the conclusion that it is. I would really like to see someone for it, but that's just not an option right now. This is my personal recovery blog. Sensitive questions are welcome. Support is much appreciated. (I'm not actively self-harming but just in case) Please don't send me an ask telling me not to hurt myself, take a look at this.

 

gaystray:

do you ever just smell an old perfume, or hear an old song, or pass an old hangout spot and kinda break inside for a couple minutes

Anonymous asked
Why are there so many words for discrimination? Why can't we just accept that all of us are phonies.

shitrichcollegekidssay:

Holden Caulfield? Why are you following this blog?

Yes, terrible things happen, but sometimes those terrible things- they save you.

Chuck Palahniuk  (via corvidae-and-crossroads)

Sometimes, I am an adult.

So on the advice of my trainer, I’m counting my calories again. Its going well this time. Because I need to make sure I’m eating enough to function at work, and for workouts with my friend, which I enjoy.
So there’s that.
School sucks though.

ultraviole-nt:

sixfigs:

Hi I’m Vero and my hobbies include :confusing people with my gender

Hey look everyone it’s Vero killing it on my dash again and being a total cutie.

Ur lying that had to be more than one second.

officialunitedstates:

Insects actually have no importance of any kind in food webs and all that.  If there were no insects on earth we would all be better off and there would be no repercussions whatsoever.  want more proof? mars doesn’t have insects and it is doing fine.  it’s red but it’s fine

someone: so you're a feminist are you a hairy lesbian or something

me: well no i've been trying to get there but all i could achieve is sparsely-haired bisexual

If you struggle with self-care and see this, stop what you’re doing

rosecoveredtardis:

  • Have you eaten in the last 4ish hours?
  • Have you had something to drink today?
  • Can you have something, even if just milk or water or cup’o’noodles or toast with something yummy on it, if you haven’t, please? 
  • If you have any injuries, can you please take care of them for me?

Whatever you have or haven’t done today just know you’re super strong and I am so proud of you

Okay you can go back to blogging now~ <3

ed-owl:

I never quite know whether to be pleased or distressed at this. It’s usually tension headaches, not migraines, so thankfully they only last a few hours. (It’s still awful, of course! In retrospect I always end up thinking “did I seriously prolong a headache for a couple hundred calories? REALLY?” but it does happen at times. 

ed-owl:

I never quite know whether to be pleased or distressed at this. It’s usually tension headaches, not migraines, so thankfully they only last a few hours. (It’s still awful, of course! In retrospect I always end up thinking “did I seriously prolong a headache for a couple hundred calories? REALLY?” but it does happen at times. 

megumiaino:

let me get this straight. *grabs the nearest heterosexual* now where were we

(Source: jikochu)

Anonymous asked
I have a question about permanent physical aftermath of rape. When I was raped, the guy was huge and it felt like he went under my uterus?? And ever since then, my vagina has been shorter. Like it can stretch to the same width, but length-wise I've lost about 2 inches. Is this normal? Should I go to the doctor about it?

survivorsupport:

There’s not really a way he can break through your cervix without real force. If it will put your mind at ease you can go to an OBGYN and talk with them about your concerns. And if you think it’s shorter maybe he did damage your cervix and it did something. I’m not sure. Just get it looked at. 

Doctor is good.
You could have a tilted uterus. Which can feel shorter. Or it could be a mental thing. The uterus moves up into the body by a few inches during arousal. So if you aren’t really getting aroused that could also be it.